Author: Claudia Mendez
I should have known it was a bad idea, but that didn’t stop me. When people say “It was love at first sight,” I thought they were full of it. Now I know it’s true because I feel it. I feel it when I see her, when I hear her, when I smell her. I didn’t think god created people like her but I’m glad he did.
The first day I met her was in a grocery store. I was looking through the limes in the produce section and I smelt her perfume. She smelt like flowers and summer and happiness all at once. I looked up and saw a living angel, she was shining so brightly just looking at the strawberries and I felt my heart stop, I didn’t know they could do that. That was only 2 months ago but it feels like forever ago.
Since then my camera roll has been filled to the brim with photos of her. From anything of her smiling, laughing, crying or even just sitting still. I have to bite my tongue to stop myself from telling her she’s beautiful every second. Surprisingly tonight’s going to be our first night together. I’ve been looking forward to this moment all day, even though I got to her place early. I wore my nicest clothes and I stood in front of my mirror for a shameful 45 minutes making sure my hair was sitting just right.
At the moment she should be leaving dinner with her friends. I’m not a huge fan of them if I can speak honestly. I think they take too much of her time, time that could be spent with me. It’s not a big problem though I can deal with that later. When she opens the door to her apartment I pause. She looks just as gorgeous as the day I met her. I make sure she’s locked the door because I don’t want anyone else coming in and scaring her. God knows I got in way too easily. She really should change those locks.
For a second I feel this is a bad idea, but I really couldn’t help myself. I had to be with her. Too bad she doesn’t have a bigger bed, I’m starting to get sore under here. I just hope she doesn’t reach under and check or else she’ll call the cops and I’ll get put away. I can’t let that happen, not now or anytime soon. I need her and she needs me even though she doesn’t know that yet.